what past between

what
this impulse to step away
to step away from the truth of right now
                into the past........
past the love that is here
past the naked authentic personage of this breath
past true joy, bliss and satisfaction that is offered every moment in the here and now
                         I breath.....
    I see the crazy making effects of this choice on the beloved
I accept that this reflection is my cause...my ill begotten unconscious manifest
    i know this poison......i know this person...that tear rolls down hers is a remnant of the past
There is no other......
          .... way to live than to live with open heart.
         ....truth than the one that is in this breath, manifest in this body.
    .... reality than the one we choose to manifest in this breath between
   this breath that passed between us

so....I choose to step past the past
  and into the present
          live in gratitude for all that is
be loved
Beloved
to be the BELOVED
         and breath this heart, body,soul  
                as I press into this life
        into the current
               and swim in the now leaving in my wake the past!