The seasons of my cells

Entropy bears down on the cells in my head

Leaving no space for anything but

 Creativity flows

Batten down the hatches

   This ride....like when on the Hulk roller coaster,

Unexpectedly surging at break neck speed

My breath keeps me from breaking my neck

There are anchors on this path

     The Low battery signal blinks

 The fasten seat belt chime

    The low gas symphony

The touch of the beloved skin to skin.....her soulcells speak to me, calm me and hold me

The winds blow

         I fear becoming unmoored

     The loss of this force

   The capitulation of my tether 

The return of the solidness...

The closing away

      The staring into the abyss........leaning over the edge...daring it to consume me, to save me from whatever lies ahead.....
   I jump...........
And am held by nothingness.............